Fantasy

2011-05-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

Aww.. Miss my blog! I am finally year 3, soon be serving my nation. I guess it's time to edit my blog infomation anw, didn't know the songs that i have put up for so long is still so nice!! =X Just find that i should edit it, after this edit i also donno when would be the next time i will be blogging again.. Hope will edit soon..

2010-12-27T15:41:00.000-08:00

Hello...

2010-10-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

WAHA!!! SO LONG SINCE I EVER BLOG!!! TIME TO UPDATE HEH HEH!! Things have been interesting going china, except the fact that i came back without my phone. But i did bought alot of stuff back for my fellow friends, family and most important of myself. Things been very rush after getting back from china, where reports, tutorials and presentation pileing up day by day. Kept slacking around, i am just not in the mood to do things! gosh! SO BUSY!!! JIA YOU ARH CHOU JUN HONG!!!!!

2010-04-20T19:37:00.000-07:00

Am i feeling jealous? I got so many questions! I know i shouldn't be so nosy, i know i am too much! I can't help it... I wanna know how important am i to you... I really do! If i know that you ain't serious for a long term relationship i won't even start, i don't wanna be hurt neither do you.. I have been through too much! I'm tired and just wanna settle down... I don't really care about what my buddy says, i chose to believe you and wait for you. Rest assure i will respect every steps you take..

碎了...

2010-04-06T01:07:00.000-07:00

你不觉得你把风筝飞得太高了吗？也没发觉绳子的长度吗？一直往外放，风筝就这么越飞越高结下飞走慢慢就恨恨的落在地上.. 不管风筝多么兼顾从这么高摔下也会碎。
你放心我一点都不气，因为都是我一厢情愿的对吧？但是我好伤心好伤心，因为这太可笑了！
我很了解，就像你说生命就是不公平的！我也装做我一点都不在乎。因为我不想看到你烦恼，我就装疯卖傻的在你面前。
相信你也不会发现这blogger,看你也忘了吧？也好。。别忘了我是Mr 看得开哦，什么困难我都愿意和你承担。
笑我傻想握你的手。。

2010-04-03T06:49:00.000-07:00

I have apply for dip plus recently.. However my application was unsuccessful, i was very disappointed. Was so down on that day, my supervisor saw that i was feeling so down. He told me to go eating with him after work, so i did!

During then he shared with me many interesting facts and philosophy. He seems to know many things despite the way he always behave, he is always playful and happy go lucky. I'm no longer that disappointed after listening to his crap and stuff. I would be heading over to school on Monday to appeal for my dip plus! Hope that i can really get in! Wish me luck ppl! Thank my supervisor for his enlightenment and chicken wings he treat! =D

2010-03-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

MY RECCOMMENDED MOVIES THIS HOLIDAYS!!! :P

2010-03-28T21:32:00.000-07:00

Seen it somewhere recently... It make sense doesn't it?

2010-03-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

I didn't really get to post anything about my daily life. Anyway it has been boring ever since coming back to Singapore from Malaysia. Furthermore she left Singapore to Taiwan for a week, so i had no one to talk to too! However still manage to talk to her when she online at night in her hotel! I went working without bringing my phone, knowing that there won't be any important messages or call.

Most interesting thing that happened was ytd. Which i went out with my cousins and cousin's friends to Lin jun jie's party 4 somewhere in orchard! Was really impress by Lin jun jie and i got a chance to take photo with him by buying his album! YEAH! ;D It was no big deal after all i wash my hands after touching him, who knows the ppl who touch him did wash their hands after going to the washroom. But i love his songs and humour!!! hahas!

I bet my cousins and their friends enjoyed their day with me.. I gotten them some freebie! lols!!! I don't wanna elaborate any further how we got it.. It's a secret between us! Still waiting for the ppl who took our photo to upload online so i can post it here...

2010-03-27T02:52:00.000-07:00

你能肯定天下的母亲都是一样的吗？我不敢肯定。
她们做的每一样都是对吗？我很确定不是。
我在也无法和她沟通，因为不管她错得多利普她也发觉不到。
难道她是那么的完美吗？一样错误都没有？
我们可没她们老，不代表我们懂得比她们少。
在她的眼里我们只是养老的工具，她永远只知道自己的需要。
也不关心孩子的需要。也不常问关于我们的事。
只要求得更多，不会鼓励和知足。
只看到孩子所该给父母的，而不是父母所该给孩子的。
我们生病她给的不是关心或关怀，反而事烦恼。
你该给不是钱。。是钱都买不到的爱。。
我感受不到。。。
我累了！不想再解释。。。不想再和你闹，就静静的过我们自己的日子吧！

2010-03-22T18:43:00.000-07:00

Came back from ipoh last Sunday... had lots of fun with qi ming relatives.. They are really REALLY friendly, i am glad that i can really mixed well with them. However i think i should really do some homework for Cantonese, it seems like Cantonese is their main language for communication and i reall catch no balls.
We left Singapore on 17th night and reach his grandma house at "jing bao" 18th in morning... 12 hours on the bus, that's really long! But i don't really feel that it's long cos i was slping in the bus :X.
We slept in his grandma house till 12pm, then start traveling to the bride's place. They journey carry on for another hour i guess, the weather is damn warm!!!! The bride which is qi ming's aunt was really friendly too except for the groom, i think nobody likes him including me. We have a name for him "Mandarin orange" LOLs =D. Reach the next destination sweltering...
First day was to unpack all our luggage and settle all our room allocation and ZZzzzz....
The other day was a big day! which is the wedding day really bully the mandarin orange zhen si ta and his friend ler! hahas.. During the wedding dinner i ate quite alot! hahas... The day after the wedding also we ate at restaurant cos is some one's birthday! Basically i just go there and eat!=D
The place of attraction we visited was the temple at "san bao dong" and the "GUA TEMPURUNG" It's a cave, what's so special is that there's a waterfall inside, crystal form at some surface of rock! The cave was really deep didn't get the chance to explore all. But i bet we will be back to explore further! Hahas!
There's just too much that i can share.. I think i should stop here ba! I just wanna say i enjoyed myself especially at IPOH PARADE! Qi ming sure agrees with me ba hahas!

2010-03-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

I bought a new phone!!! Sony ericsson satio black that comes with a 12.1 megapixel camera! wifi and stuff... Maybe it might not be as good as iphone but at least it got a really good camera that takes quality photos! love it so much!

Hahas didn't get to use it when i was in the sispec conducting a camp... Also when i come back i did not have the chance to learn and use the features cos i have to go malaysia with qi ming soon tonight.. Ya! I'm so busy! But hope that it would be fun, cos this is my first time going overseas with a friend thought it is only malaysia i still find it interesting...

just forget about all the jobs and work and go there enjoy ba!

2010-03-08T03:43:00.000-08:00

今天看了一部电影，叫做“做人“！这部戏里让我体会到自食其果-"what you reap is what you sow"，这做人的道理。我们做事要一人做事一人当，不要做些违背良心的事。因为你所做的事是会有个后果影响你周围的人！我另可自己承当也不让自己周围爱的人被连累。。。

2010-03-04T04:25:00.001-08:00

Been thinking so much lately!! I've to find things to do!!! Went jogging ytd, work this morning and wanted to play badminton this evening. However tony back out COS HE WANTS TO SLP!!!! I could have go jogging! Anyway i have a goal this holiday, that is to jog from my place all the way to seletar reservoir. Yea seems quite hard i noe! With my pure determination i can do it!!! Let's do it!!!

2010-03-04T02:08:00.000-08:00

Am i feeling jealous over a girl? i think i am..I don't like her hanging out too closely with guys... I know I'm a no one to her, i shouldn't be thinking of this! But feelings are hard to control, i also hate myself for it. It make me feel so miserable!!!

I wanted to confess to her, turn up don't want to. Because there's an issue she had with someone which is not settled. I am not sure who he is, i really wanna know. It comes back to the same question who am i to her?

Do you think that i should ask?
Where is my confidence?

2010-03-02T08:49:00.000-08:00

This picture truly describe what i want, can anyone tells what is it?

Time 1.25am
Tomorrow is the last paper, I'm still studying for it. Besides my exams to worry about, I am troubled by a question asked from a friend.. "Even if her problems were solved, does she likes you?". This question made such a great impact on me. I pause for quite sometime..

Is this how she normally treat guys, or is it because both of us like one another?
I would find it cruel if it's not the case..

Even it is not, I'm going to tell myself It is alright! Everything is still as it is, i can take whatever the answer is.

I'm not gonna lose anything!
Only her..

It might be one sided all along...

Love is like a gamble...
Though i hate gambling,
I still chose to do it...

Hear me?

2010-02-25T06:10:00.000-08:00

大家都很累吧！没办法啊，考试都是这样的啦。我也一样！不说了。。好累！！要睡觉了。。。晚安！！！ Zzz..
大家加油哦！冲啊！

2010-02-20T19:49:00.000-08:00

WHY WHY!? CAN'T GET MYSELF DOWN TO STUDY!!!!???? ARGH!!! 2 more days yet i feel like not doing enough revision!!! Hao shi bai o!!!

class gathering

2010-02-16T09:29:00.000-08:00

Ytd went yan zi's house for steamboat. But at the same time we planned to celebrate chenghan's birdday... Zx and i went yz house early to prepare steamboat ingredients and a birdday cake for chenghan...
It was really awkward there... There's 3 sister of hers, her mum and dad.. greeted her mum but forgot to greet her dad... :X sigh... We were very shy ba.. I think... We kept our mouth shut in front of her family, cos we are afraid we might say things her parents and sisters don't like...
We diam diam till chenghan and gang arrived! Of cos that's after the food shopping and hidding the cake... Make sure chenghan donno.. then... supprise him... it really did surprise him after having the steamboat...
We lured him out then yz and ding qi prepare the candles and stuff... Then zx is to distract him, divert away the attention from us... hahas.. Then out of no where we sang birdday song for him... his reaction was like whose birthday is it!!!?? I guess it took him quite sometime to figure it out... LOLS!
The outing to yan zi house was really fun... Bet chenghan enjoyed the most ba! It won't have been a good day if we hadn't work as a team to deceive him! MUAHAHAHAS!

2010-02-15T09:29:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl... It's already late at night.. I wanted to grab some sleep... But after hearing such a shocking news i can't sleep anymore.. gambling losing over 2000+ dollar! Wtf are they doing? I am very disappointed with "someone"... I hate ppl who gamble gamble gamble GAMBLE!!!! I really hope that he would learn from this mistake... Many little gamble led to a big one, 2000+ dollar might not be a big sum... But you can do alot of things with it... Why couldn't you do something more meaningful with the money than losing it away to some stranger! I discourage it! So PPl do not gamble k? It's a lesson...

2010-02-13T00:43:00.000-08:00

别在对我不理不睬！！！我好难受！！！　阿！！！　我的心跟着时间一秒一秒的化成灰。。。　
我错了！我不该那么做！回音好吗？　='[

2010-02-12T23:53:00.000-08:00

大家好哦！新年快乐？今天的新年竟然和一个特别的日子在同一天！猜猜看吧！

对了就是情人节！！在这一天对你来说是个什么呢？

对情侣来说应该是个非常容易度过的一天吧？

独自一个的呢？

哈哈！我就是其中一个独自度过的人！但我一点都不寂寞。。。

因为今年我有好多好友一起度过。。。

所以新年和情人节在同一天是好地哦！=D

高兴吧？不用自己一个度过，我也一样。。

独自一个的朋友们希望你们可以过个好年和情人节！

我就在这里更你们说声再见了。。。去吃团圆饭了！！

是否真的开心或快乐？
你可以骂我打我。。。
但别在对我不理不睬。。。
我很难受。。。

2010-02-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

I was studying for Engineering math recently and searching for notes when i come across my geography file since secondary! I paused for a moment, took it out and donno whether to throw it or not... But i know i have to throw it, cos my room is full of books! But before i throw, i opened it up and took a few glance at it... here is what i see.. There were still more... But i guess it's more than enough to embarrass myself...
TADAA!!

At least there's an improvement from the previous one...

My papers were always special... Because it is always full of comments from my "beloved teacher"... miss those times... But my result's ain't that bad in o lvl at least i got a B3! Bet my beloved teachers drop their jaws when they know my result.. So proud =D

2010-02-05T19:57:00.000-08:00

好累哦! 好累。。。日子一天一天的过去，不管多伤心多难过日子也造样的过。因为日子一过就没了，
想想还是好好享受每一天吧。也不知下一刻会发声什么事。。。你周围的人一直都会在你身旁吗？就像糖果所说的一样。。。

emo.. emo... emo... 珍惜他们吧！

2010-02-04T18:12:00.000-08:00

That story is dedicated to vincent see... Goodbye to you! see ya after you come out from tekong! We will miss ya... enjoy your day there... treat it as chalet ba! good luck!

2010-02-04T07:20:00.000-08:00

Vincent is going for ns! FROM BUBU TO MAN! This is what we discuss now! which is the night b4 he enter Tekong!
My plan!
flyhigh... says:
i think i'll just use my stealth sampan go over...
their radar cannot trace

To inflitrate tekong with my stealth sampan!

What to do when reached

flyhigh... says:
then i reach there i leopard crawl to the backgate
then sms you

Vincent's plan
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
ooo
can can...slowly crawl arh..
i might be in the cook's place eating
if cant find me , go there yea
=]

He might be eating

After discussing we came out with a list to bring!
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
SeCrEt MiSsIoN: Use Stealth Sampan row to TEKONG!!
ITEMS TO BRING:
-sampan
- paddles
- ice cream
- prata
- hp batt
- powerful camera
- night vision goggles
- Vodka
- maybe some lollipops to bribe the guards!

HEROES INVOLVED:
- YYF!!!!!
- OJH!!!!!
- VS!!!!!

Time : 1am

Place: Hidden back gate of TEkong School 2!!

Yon fai's updated the plan
HELP FIND A SIMILAR VS AND REPLACE VS
VS TO SNEAK OUT OF TEKONG!
SeCrEt MiSsIoN: Use Stealth Sampan row to TEKONG!!
ITEMS TO BRING:
-sampan
- paddles
- ice cream
- prata
- hp batt
- powerful camera
- night vision goggles
- Vodka
- maybe some lollipops to bribe the guards!

But we face one problem!
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
hmmm...no nid
just help me find my lost manual of ninja arts
then i can duplicate myseld
myself*
Vincent needs his manual of ninja arts

And we need to know the escape route so vincent decided to...
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
escape route i can plan from inside
i try send u the blueprint
look out for a crow with a shade of white, it wld be carrying the blueprint

Continue... after a long pause...

Yonfai know how to get the manual of ninja arts
and our reaction

flyhigh... says:
hrm
HOW!>

๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
how?
cmon man, u gotta do it

CLUB 72 - YF says:
famous "memory book" written by new yoke
it is able to scan deep into anyones memory to the slightest details
or u want try my grandpa recipe for making things come true

We decided!
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
hmm
memory book?...can try that
CLUB 72 - YF says:
great
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
but i'd prefer ur grandpa;s recipe
flyhigh... says:
let's listen to his grandpa recipe
CLUB 72 - YF says:
i go ask my grandpa later

We waited and asked..

flyhigh... says:
How was it?
he said anything?
CLUB 72 - YF says:
relax haven ask

And waited... suddenly

flyhigh... says:
hey you grandpa can recall?
so long
CLUB 72 - YF says:
my grandpa is full of wisom
CLUB 72 - YF says:
he always keep his cool
CLUB 72 - YF says:
people queqing to ask him things
he now busy

Then vincent suggest

۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
can i send u both on a trip to japan!?
its the origin of my ninja arts
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
trace my footsteps...u might find the inscriptions on the hidden cave of darkness
And a reminder!
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
rmb!!! BRING TORCH LIGHT!
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
my crow will pass u the map of the cave tmr night, go to admiral garden at 2348

Then yon fai's grandpa says...
CLUB 72 - YF says:
he said he on break time
oo
japan
my grandpa father in law gt aeroplane sia
he is famous for aeroplaning people
CLUB 72 - YF says:
dun know if he want lend

and suddenly yon fai rmb something
CLUB 72 - YF says:
hey vs, u haven return my "can see the thousand and 1 mile specatcles"
later i lost how
when that spec i can see what u doing everytime
EVERYTIME

vincent replied
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
i nid it in my ns camp, must chk when sergeant coming
impt
upgraded it with night vision

Yon fai carry on
CLUB 72 - YF says:
how about my special "vary diff hearing aid"?
CLUB 72 - YF says:
that one can hear u talking to me
then i lost u can direct me

๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
now we use handphone le, no need that one!
CLUB 72 - YF says:
that one no need battery ma
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
go ns dun wan bring too much things

I suggested
flyhigh... says:
don't forget we can sms
CLUB 72 - YF says:
that one can instant

So no one can hear us..

flyhigh... says:
Rmb to switch to silent mode
flyhigh... says:
ok we will travel to japan by yon fai's ah gong father in law plane
then get to tekong
yon fai must wear your no.4

And our meeting place
CLUB 72 - YF says:
k, tml meet at changee airpork
he come aeroplane us
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
good luck on ur journey guys
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
get back to me as soon as possible
CLUB 72 - YF says:
with honour and dignity
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
i'd b planning things while inside
CLUB 72 - YF says:
it's been hard for you
flyhigh... says:
you bear with it
we will come get you
CLUB 72 - YF says:
yea, meanwhile stay hard
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
sure will
slowly
CLUB 72 - YF says:
i will be sending some goody bags using "around the tokong" method
they are like rune
remember dont let ppl take away
lyhigh... says:
alright that's our plan
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
ok can
flyhigh... says:
alright... operation commencing tml! let's go to bed first

But b4 that...
CLUB 72 - YF says:
lets prepare a farewell song later !
flyhigh... says:
ok
i go youtube find
CLUB 72 - YF says:
nono
must write ourselves
then out youtube
put*
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
lol
lets DOTA
CLUB 72 - YF says:
oo
dota..
dream of the agents
flyhigh... says:
hrmm...
๑۩۞۩๑™...time to go in says:
Disaster Of The America
And
.
.
.
.
To be continue...
CLUB 72 - YF says:
ITS GOING TO BE THE BEGGINNING

2010-02-04T04:58:00.000-08:00

最近我不知不觉对一个人感兴趣。。。也不知怎么了? 感觉好怪！她今天教训了我一顿，我心里很不好受!也许是我做的有点过分了吧。我也不知怎样开口，也好想问看她对我的感受。。。怎么办！？怎么办！？怎么办！？怎么办！？怎么办！？怎么办！？怎么办！？!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-23T01:26:00.000-08:00

This video is so nice... very interesting... the girls are also not bad!! GOOD LOOKING!!! hahas...

2010-01-21T02:45:00.000-08:00

Ever feel lousy in class... yea... i do... I am feeling dumb and worthless... They are hardworking and smart... They do so well in whatever they are doing, i just hope that i could be as good as them. I must have more discipline!! I shouldn't be so playful!!! I hate my results!

2010-01-19T05:13:00.000-08:00

This is from what i heard from hai pai tian xin... isn't it nice... hahas...

如果

四季可以安排得极为黯淡
如果太阳愿意
人生可以安排得极为寂寞
如果爱情愿意
我可以永不再出现
如果你愿意
除了对你的思念
亲爱的朋友　我一无长物
然而　如果你愿意
我将立即使思念枯萎　断落

如果你愿意　我将
把每一粒种子都掘起
把每一条河流都切断
让荒芜干涸延伸到无穷远
今生今世　永不再将你想起
除了　除了在有些个
因落泪而湿润的夜里　如果
如果你愿意

2010-01-18T06:40:00.000-08:00

Hahas... Many ppl ask me how was my birthday celebration, i would say it is fun and stuff... but frankly it was as usual... Just that this year some ppl actually drew me a cake with tang guo and i in it, find it really sweet... i guess that's the most sincere present i received this year, it's really simple yet nice in a way though the drawing is not very nice.. That's something that really cheer me up on my birthday... if not i would feel that the day would be like just any other day...
I am starting to hate growing up... life's just sux! so what even it's your birthday?! i think i didn't really enjoyed my 19th birthday... i feel that it is spoil by something... probably my parents... zzz... i am damn lazy to explain and blog... But i still have to thank ppl like my er jie, da jiw who took off, pam, ning and eugene... Maybe that's my wish is i hope never even existed ba...

2010-01-13T07:45:00.003-08:00

Zhi xian packing bag without knowing he is being projected...

This is to show how bored we are after class... noah playing with the projector...

2010-01-13T04:27:00.000-08:00

Went to practice my basic theory cos i am having the test next Monday! failed the first try and 94% in the second... lols... i didn't expect it to be very confusing with so many signs! lols.... when i were there all of it looks the same to me one way or another... kinda crappy... i am wondering whether the practice is enough for my Monday test... hope it is... better not fail!!! very mei mian zi leh... lols
k la till here i got my things to do...
Not to forget to apologise to someone... Sorry uncle ong for not playing badminton with you... I really want to!! but i am very busy with school work lately... after my work k? lols!! play 24 7 with you... train me up alright... wait for me!!!

2010-01-11T05:18:00.000-08:00

Wave after wave of worries... hahas.. Recently i have too much of concern... So glad that i passed my O lvl English ler... I feel relief however i would not rest on my laurels, things that have past just let it past... focus on what's coming ahead. that's what life is all about?

I have to worry about my c prog next... It's really difficult for me and furthermore i am not putting in too much effort... manage to pass... but i clearly understand that's not i want and it's not enough... I know vividly that that's not my best... I know my goal and i would stick to it... pure determination is all i need... uni is the next place i am going... jia you ba!
You too guys!

I believe that my friends and i would surely make it together! We are halfway there hang on! Keep up the good work! Thanks for the encouragement made.. I've never received such encouragement and i really appreciate it!

Anyway i have rewarded myself by buying this stylo milo bottle! nalgene orange and white design... So cool right? ya i know... motivation ba!!! Thank pam for making this decision and watch "hear me" with me! It's so nice!!

2010-01-04T00:39:00.000-08:00

I just don't like it when my mum always say that "you want money or not!?"... She would always use it when she always loses a quarrel... Hate it... I have decided that next time when i started working and give her money, i should use back the same phrase... Let her have a taste...

I also don't wanna do it.. But she started it? It's not as bad as some ppl who just dump their parents in old folk home..

I'm just sick of her... MRT concession isn't it just $43 and it's suppose to be something like part of education's transport! If you don't feel like giving then drive me to school la!

It doesn't mean that i work i have to pay for everything! What if i quit? They sure start complaining one...

Also don't they get it? The time spent at work can let me rest or concentrate la... They just want me to work work work! WHAT FOR!? I still need to study and rest. I am just a student and human!

Listen ppl parent are stingy.. They want kids mainly for money when they are old... That's my impression of my parents...

2009-12-23T01:24:00.000-08:00

omg! can't believe i keep watching SNSD MV... They are so pretty and talented hahas... They are so much better than wondergirls lor... wonder why can't find such chio bu in singapore... hiax... Also i feel so motivated to learn dancing... I guess it can also be a form of way to express yourself.. Should i join dancing... For ppl as pai seh as me should do it ba... hahas!

2009-12-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

Rainy day! I am now blogging on my bed with the windows opened... hahas so windy! Tired as usual after work! The feeling of lying down feels GREAT!!! I am hoping that i could go out with my classmate or friends! But probably on the last week of Holiday ba... I'm planing a trip to sentosa on the 2nd of jan 2010 at sentosa!
Probably visiting the dolphin lagoon, underwater world and luge!!! Not to forget the beautiful beach! hahas! Hope my classmates would participate! Anyway this is the first time planning for them... feel pretty pai seh... anyway i do feel that our class should be closer

2009-12-20T05:40:00.000-08:00

hahas recently i feel so much closer to ntuc fairprice ppl than my family... Mr han drove me home after work even my house was just 5 mins walk from the supermarket... I told him about it. But he still insisted on driving me home hahas! Since he wanted it i am happy too! :) No need to walk! It isn't awkward at all in his car we talk normally like we were father and son hahas! so much more than when i talk to my dad... i guess mr han is just more approachable ba... He listen...
The auntie there know my stomach not feeling good also brought me things to relieve my pain... How sweet!
I am starting to like my workplace more than my home... :X

2009-12-12T05:34:00.000-08:00

MST is finally over... 1st day of holiday working! zzz... sian! I'm starting to get sick of working... seeing faces of ppl! fuck them! Customer treating you as if you are not human, who the hell comes out with "customer is always right?!", fuck him too! They burn your house rape your girlfriend also means right la! this is so dumb...
Worse of all when i got home still have to see my parent faces! Parents always tell you what they want.. But let me tell you... They never understand a single shit you have face in your daily life.. They will never try to find out what happened or what you need...
Just face it... life is selfish and unfair... so i would start being selfish myself!

2009-11-30T06:07:00.000-08:00

有人说你爱一个人多久，

就要用多久的时间去忘记她。

那你需要多久的时间？

当你伤心时有人因为你的伤心比你更伤心

不在找你的我随时随刻都在想你。。

2009-11-21T02:59:00.000-08:00

I am so looking forward to hai pai tian xin episode 4 this sunday! this drama series by yang cheng ling and xiao zhu is so nice!!! Indeed yang cheng ling have a very good voice..
not only xiao zhu will be attracted! i'm too!!

2009-11-09T03:39:00.000-08:00

haix... Assignments are piling up more than expected! How the hell am i gonna cope with so many modules if i continue working.Stressful!!! I NEED somewhere to regurgitate all this unhappiness!!!

I am wondering whether should i quit my job? This means i couldn't get my camera! I desperately want a camera after seeing zhang kun's photo albums! Not to forget a driving licence. WHAT TO DO? ALL THESE NEED MONEY!!!

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!! I just want time to rest and relax awhile.. Try to attend school from Monday to Friday and work Saturday and Sunday! WTF! I AM SO WORN OUT AFTER THE WORK! What's worse is that go home still got to see parents showing faces! SAY DIDN'T HELP THEM TO TIDY THE HOUSE or VACUUM THE FLOOR! Keep complaining about us never do house keeping. If that is so important next time can i just support them with by doing house keeping lor!

They just think that they are tired plus stressful and we're not meh? We have results to worry about. Assignments,projects, revision and practice to be done at home. Do they? Bet they will never understand!

Freaking frustrated over the issue of money too! They keep nagging telling me go learn driving. I don't even need it now and i can't afford!

How the hell am i gonna pay my phone bills and money for driving lessons when i quit. I feel very pissed sometimes lor.. I also don't understand why the hell can my parents keep quiet when i needed money! To be nice i would say they want me to be independent. To be nasty, they are stingy!

20 dollars also have remember for so long! 20 dollars right!? Pay you back double the amount also never mind la! I just threw it on his desk when he is not at home!
200+ for o lvl i pay liao also never say anything... Food and snacks also rarely ask them to pay for me now... Can't they appreciate... If next time they are old should i do the same thing!

I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP! But i wanna do well in my 2nd sem! SERIOUSLY! Now I don't even got the time to revise my work. I NEED MY WEEKENDS!!!!

2009-11-03T06:06:00.000-08:00

Heh heh... i just got myself a new name besides jun hong! that is Zhang xixi! Zhang kun de hao brother! hahas...

Today i suffered so much from runny nose! Can't get it back! Even when i am blogging now my nose is still running!!!so proud that i still manage to enjoy and crap throughout the day in such terrible state!

Here's a photo of of in playing around in class!
Zhang kun and i trying to stuff the monitor into his pocket!

This... You will find me acting cute... hahas! sorry celine yang!! I promise we take a better photo tgt with ding qi again!

After school, i waited for someone who is not even in school... Waited for 20+ mins with my nose condition... He can't be reach through phone... called him 13 times, donno did he refuse to pick or what... It's not the part that he make me wait which angered me... It is that he could just leave without telling..

But i tried to maintain my cool when i'm smsing him.. Cos i know that i wouldn't wanna do anything stupid affect the friendship we build all this years... If you see this... i'm not trying to complain... If you think i got it all wrong/i am wrong. At least you should let me know/explain... In case there won't be any misunderstanding..

That's what friends are for... If it happens to be you waiting, i would do the same thing by informing my whereabouts instead letting one another assume...

Just treat this as an advice and let's move on ba...

I think that i should end blogging here.. Cos my nose is really gonna fall off!
Tired!!

2009-11-02T05:54:00.000-08:00

To think that i would forget about you by not contacting ya... But still ended up leaving messages! hahas... i am so dumb! Irony...

2009-10-29T01:27:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging at IBM service centre located somewhere near expo. This is because of the incomplete recovery when i was reformating, so sad i am all alone using one of the pc in the service centre. The worst part is that i have to wait at least 3 hours before it is done!!!! wtf!!!

Hate this laptop! Wasted so much oof my precious time! Still got 1000 words of essay to write on education in singapore. Thought that the module Our nation our world is so easy!! Who knows need to write so much!!! ZZZzz!

Anyway this plcae is kinda cool anyway! Got alot of IBM notebooks on display! there's old ones and the recents model! Impressive arh... hahas!

It would be nice if there is someone who accompany me here!!!

2009-10-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

After school i went gems then swimming with qi ming and ru chen... Drank lots of water in the pool... lols.. Not to mention accidentally kicked by ru chen on the head hahas! ouch! But luckily no bruises..

We stop swimming after 40mins due to a rain, so we head to jurong point shopping for my watch! I bought a black levis watch with red screen after making a very long comparison with addidas watch..

Heres the package...

Step 1 remove the outer cover..

Step 2 Open the box..

Step 3 Get it out to wear it!

Hahas i changed my mind about buying addidas because the strap is easily spoil... Also it's really expensive by... No regrets buying it..

2009-10-24T22:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Inter primers orhlympics DAy! To put it short IPOD!

I met up with zi ling and pam early in the morning at sembawang, so we could go together for the event!

Both ziling and i were so enthusiastic at first. However thanks to pam for influencing us to nua. We nua throughout the ipod. LOLS

We took part in the first game which we have to blow the ping pong ball to the opponents goal post. We were doing quite well until the final match. Most probably because our opponents were an all boys group!!!

The second event were the last event we took part. Wanted to go home. But ziling suggested to go cityhall to check out on her crumpler pouch! She just can't stand the temptation when we were there.. it's just too nice! and.... she bought it... lols!

After buying the bag, we think that it's still early. We decided to go bugis. when we were there all of us visited the temple and do some praying. Not to forget about the sweets that will BO BI WO MENG nua family YI JIA DA XIAO! lols!
We took a photo with him when we pass by some feng shui stores.

We went to look for a watch cos i needed one. These are the 2 which i think is quite nice. Did not buy cos i am still waiting for ziling's 10% discount card at OG! hahas..
We were caught in a heavy human traffic somewhere along bugis street when heading to the MRT station.

Both pam and ziling slept in the train after the tiring day! look at how they are sleeping.. aww... lols... that's how the day ended...

2009-10-20T01:14:00.000-07:00

I'm wondering whether am i happy with the current life? So sian! Have to work this and that... zzz!!!

It just seems hard achieving something that you really wants, i need discipline and determination!!

I do believe that there's genius and ppl who are really dumb. Sad to say i don't fall under genius, neither will i say i am dumb. Maybe i am a normal teen, who need to do well by pure hardwork. I could only envy those genius and at the same time strive as hard as i can.

What to do? zzz... This is life just accept it!

Also there's time i do feel embarrass in the things i done.
I'm unsure of what to do. Am i lacking of confident? or my skin is not thick enough? Well.. though i say i don't care what others think about me. But i care what some feel about me...

I feel hated sometimes... I tried my best to cheer everyone up or entertain them and do whatever i could..

Haix.. Friends!!! Do mind our words, ppl who look strong. Isn't... They always have no one to turn to..

Greatness lies not in being strong but in the right using of strength.

2009-10-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

Reading in the school library... The ppl next table is just too noisy! keep talking dirty... They want the whole world to know what they've seen.. -.-

Yea it's my first day of school!!! I am doing fine despite the poor results i gotten last sem which is 3.3. LOLS! I know what you are thinking, it's only the first day and i'm saying i am doing fine. well.. that's because last sem first lesson i don't even catch a single shit! hahas! At least now i understand abit! wa bei chiong arh!!!

Anyway... All of my good classmates are still around... what a relieved that the bad ones are gone.. But just as i thought that the bad ones are gone, there's 2 just walked in and joined the class this morning. -.- ZZzz...

Hope that they are not in any of my projects group. Most probably they are not ba.. Cos i seen the class list, my name is kinda seperated far far far... from them hahas.. SAFE!

Good luck to those whose names are next to them. BAD EXPERIENCE. SERIOUSLY! ;D

2009-10-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

hahas... finally updating! This photo was taken on Monday when IMBA went picnic together at East Coast! I got to admit this bunch of friends is really fun yet crazy!

But you see... that's how we get our name in the first place...

I haven't been enjoying myself ever since working for fairprice. Even after eating the frog porridge with them, i got to rush to work from 10pm to 6am! NO LIFE!!! ntuc is draining all my lifeforce!!! HELP!!!

haix... Tired...

2009-09-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

Finally free to blog! I was so busy working recently, which means that i'm not having enough rest. Always felt really weak after work everyday!
Life is so boring!!!! NO LIFE!!!

But luckily, I participated in primers amazing race!

Our first check point is at chinese garden! Which we need to count the numbers of steps up the pagoda...

After visiting chinese garden we head over to westcoast!

Wondering whether it can hold her...

We were kinda distracted by the facilities there =D

We had our lunch at mac!

Mt Faber where we took photos with the artillery gun and tank!

This is one of my favourite photo! LOOK AT YUYAYU's face infront of the mortar!! hahas!!

Then to vivocity!

It's really fun going together with them.. Thanks for making my holiday a meaningful one!

2009-09-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

Recently I got nothing better to do... So my dad teach me how to drive a car somewhere around sports school! So this is a picture of some places that you can see there~

Not to forget my muachee skills, taught by my shi mu lilian auntie! I got nth to do so i recall what auntie lilian said about making muachee.
I bought the ingredient and started doing...

The process is rather fun especially the making dought part! Feel as if i am playing plasticine...

I'm glad my family said that it's nice! Even i think so too! LOLS! Wanna try just tell me!

2009-09-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

RIO CAMP WAS REALLY FUN! I did not regret going even after all those nasty commando mosquito bite! If you ask me to go again, i would!

I'm glad that i've met up with such friendly teammates of mine! They had shown care and concern for one another! IMBA is the most united team and most determine team to clear any obstacle!

Staying together is the key to succeed! Last of all I appreciate everyone of you not only the 2 i selected! we work tgt and move tgt as a team!

This our dear BLUR GL Xiao Min! She BUR BUR one SEE SEE!! :p

I think the girls are cheating!

Moving as a team!

This shows how serious we are doing the coastal clean up!

Our Chef!

Look nice... But wait till you try it... It is... NICE TOO! :D

Sean is reluctant to go home! :'(

Bye UBIN... But HALLO new buddies!

2009-09-14T05:59:00.001-07:00

SPEC course 4.09 has been a success i guess! At least no ppl in my platoon was thrown out of course and everyone of them passed! All at least a 3rd sergeant after i left for my RIO CAMP!

It was the right thing to do i believe, although i am reluctant to leave my beloved platoon 3 to themselves! I was really unhappy working with some guys who would betray a friend to cover mistake for themselves? If you are truely a man then just admit your mistake and carry on! Even it's not your mistake neither it's mine! I'll be glad that you don't push the blame on me! People will show their true colours when they are in stressful condition, i believe so!

AAR in front of TCO all you did was pointed your finger at me! Fine! I'll cover it for you once! But never will i be working for you ever again! I shall rmb that finger you last pointed! Also thanks for letting me know your true colours!

2009-09-05T08:55:00.001-07:00

Juniors... haix... i went out with them and did alot of funny things! I did something i can't forgive myself! I seems not myself today... hahas... I keep forgetting about things!

I think maybe it's a sign that tell me i am getting old! The mistakes were really dumb! I'll try my best to learn from it and never do it again ba!

Hope i'll not be so blur during the camps!

Good luck to me alright!

2009-09-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

I did not work today!!! Cos i went for some course since morning to evening... It's nice, at least i had fun and laugh throughout the course!

I've also applied for leave tml too! Just to go for ncc meeting then go out with kelvin they all to army open house!

Sunday decided to go for a swim then gym! after that of cos to pack my bag! That's because the day after i am having a camp in ncc hq! 7th,8th,9th & 10th!

When i get home after booking out, i've to pack my bag up for RIO camp which i've signed up! For 3 days 2 night in pulau ubin! 11th,12th,13th

Then i'll take a break for 14th & 15th from work! Thanks to my supervisor for asking me to take a break!

But i guess i would very very free! PPL PLS JIO ME OUT alright? i don't wanna stay at home!

Lastly i have a few events i am looking forward to!!! That is to go for a class outing with my poly mates! Take part in the the affirmation repelling to get into their adventure team! And and... Airborne!!! I gonna TRAIN SO HARD FOR IT!!! Make sure a solid gold for my napfa! Scuba diving if can! Let's go together danial! Don't back out arh!

2009-09-04T05:57:00.000-07:00

You in a bad situation? There are still someone worser.. Yet they're doing so well..

Don't cry alright? ^^

2009-09-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

Wondering is it because i am not clear enough or is it that you are hidding... But i will take it as you don't wanna hurt me... thanks for hidding.. still best friend! ^^

2009-08-31T05:12:00.000-07:00

Happy teachers' day! Today qi ming and i treated mrs goh for lunch! She seems to be very happy hahas! Glad she is! Except for some teacher, i sms him to wish him happy teachers' day! Didn't even bother to reply! That one still ok, i still can take it. See me ignore me!

This is not the first time. It's a form of respect to greet back when some ppl greet you right? Where is his manner man!? Reply also reply till so unwillingly. I think i'm not showing respect to him. I would still greet him! But with the unwilling attitude too, till he starts respecting. I am not his servant and not deserve to be treated like this. Show some appreciation.

Don't compare me with some npcc CI on how good they are? Their CI are appreciated by their TCO what about you?

It doesn't mean that teacher are always correct. I hope if you read this pls do some reflection. If i am in the wrong you just tell me, pls do not hide it from me.. Do it the right way, i hope this is a misunderstanding due to lack of comunication...

2009-08-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

Koreans are just too talented!

2009-08-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

This is why racism are still around...

Stop racism! But i got to admit it's kinda funny!

2009-08-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

Generation girls are great!

2009-08-14T06:28:00.000-07:00

I was surfing the net, while i was randomly viewing blog i saw this joke!

A platoon was being punished by his platoon sergeant.

And the platoon was being brought to the parade square, where it was being surrounded by rows of trees.

Pointing to a tree nearby, the Sergeant said

"Do you all see that tree over there?"

Expecting the Sergeant to order them to run towards that particular tree, the platoon was relieved and answered

"Yes, Platoon Sergeant!"

However, what the Sergeant was going to order them, was something the platoon never expected or imagined.

Continuing his speech, the Sergeant said

"Other than that tree, run and touch the other trees 10 times and return to me."

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Thus, in order to handle this kind of meaningless "tekan", recruits had also come up with creative counter measures.

There was this particular recruit who was being punished by his Sergeant, by asking him to "touch the tree".

When the recruit came running back, the Sergeant asked him

"What did the tree tell you?"

The recruit was taken aback by what the Sergeant asked, and replied honestly

"The tree said nothing, Sergeant!"

"Then run back to the tree and return back to me with what the tree said to you", the Sergeant replied.

This continued for several times until the recruit can't take it anymore.

"So did the tree tell you anything?"

"Yes Sergeant!"

"What did the tree tell you?"

"The tree told you to ask him yourself"

HAHAS! The fellow who did this is gonna get it from the platoon sergeant... He really got good sense of humour! I admire his bravery... hahas! Also thanks the Blogger who is sharing this.. Nice one!

2009-07-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like posting anything recently. Very stress and busy, too much things to be worrying about.. probably be back when i am free.. coming soon... lols

2009-07-13T01:49:00.000-07:00

Break my spectacle on saturday during work. So i bought a new one on sunday at yishun. I choose a silver nikon specs that cost me 168 bucks. Been spending alot money seh!!! Didn't save keep spending!! how to save up for my camera!!!! Xin tong T.T

2009-07-09T09:20:00.001-07:00

Anyway i'm quarantine, because my classmate was found out to have H1N1... So my whole class were told to self quarantine for 1 week... Today is day 3 of quarantine liao... 4 more days to go! woo woo! Hope i am swine free!! Anyway i still feeling alright.. first day temperature is 36.2 degree! second day de is 36.7 degree... So i am still perfectly fine! No worries!! I'll survive man!!!
But i heard from my friends that there are already 2 not feeling well, so worrying.. Hope they are alright.. For the one who is sick pls recover fast alright?
Finally some advice, ppl who don't feel well pls approach a doctor and stay at home if possible... Let's defeat this stupid flu tgt!!!

2009-07-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

Hallo!! I'm back! Just take a look at the photos ba.. Lazy to post! First i went NDP preview at the marina floating platform with qi ming and yu hui!

Second is to da jie de graduation
My dad and mum! hahas..

2009-06-28T23:26:00.001-07:00

Hey i am in school library blogging b4 my MST! Computer aided drawing! hahas... butterflies in stomach!!!

But nvm... I'll try to do my best ba... Qi ming is sitting right in front of me looking around.. Probably finding this place conducive ba!

Planning to go at 3... The test is starting at 3.30. But i guess going early doesn't hurt... kiasu abit ba! :p

Ok i've got to prepare myself emotionally, switching off my lappy and get READY!

Wish me luck!

2009-06-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking so much lately... Time just pass so fast.. can't believe it, i am already 18.. Just 2.5years before i reach 21, can't imagine how would then be like..

As busy as usual study and play.. I think i play more than i study ba...

I really start missing some of my secondary school friends.. Could they had forgotten about us? I don't know how to put it, maybe they are busy with their work and unable to attend events. I hope the coming class gathering, which is next Sunday. You guys are wanted dead or alive!!! Please make yourself free!!!

I've been pretty emotional these days... I know! It has always been my weakness, probably because of the same old reason. sigh... But i am ok la! Thanks to those friends who really showed concerned or entertained me. This is my learning process ba... So don't worry la.. i am as strong as a bull! I do appreciate your reminder and comfort...

Maybe we should stop talking about it. I would just stop "it" and move on...

Anyway i have been looking at some blogs photo gallery... It kinda interest me... photography is really interesting, i decided to work to get myself a camera.. today i went to triple 8 plaza fairprice to work as a retailer. They offer me a slot from 2pm to 8pm... Thanks to qi ming i gonna earn myself a camera!!! Hahas probably getting a professional one... I might seek some of you for advice.. most probably pam pam!!

I really hope to get one... At the same time i would just spend my time taking photos and working to stop those pessimist thoughts..

Jia you ba!!! Get what you want..

2009-06-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

Recently i have been really busy with my projects! There's 3 project on hand. Furthermore, i'm having my o lvl english soon! YUP i signed up to retake it...
Hope i can do well for it..

Not to forget it's my mid semester test next week!!! I am so dead! lols! Got many things to do!!! How i hope the swine flu got worsen then lengthen the holiday! heh heh... I bet alot of ppl hoped too!

My er jie and mum went taiwan!!! WTH lor... leaving me alone with dad and da jie... saddens me... i really wanna go... envy... thanks to the short sp vacation! So short!!! All sp's fault!

2009-06-21T10:01:00.000-07:00

Life is just too cruel... first sem in poly life is already difficult. You wanna do well isn't easy. Not only competition, seeking cooperation is almost impossible for projects...

I don't really wanna condemn or shout at them... I had my limitation, don't test it. I feel that things are getting out of hand. They just feel that we will cover everything for them. I ain't covering for them anymore.

People do take things for granted... Once is enough!

Stop pissing me off!

2009-06-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

Guys! I'm back from Night cycling.. I really got to apologise for delaying the whole primers for an hour! Sorry sorry sorry...

I had enjoy myself... Didn't cycle for such long distance before. During the whole event we had 2 casualty, one knock onto a tree. Ouch! Poor guy... But nvm i contributed a plaster on his cheek! hahas... Also the other fell down the bike several time... LOLs! I think i shouldn't mention her name... The whole group were hold back probably because of her... Very reckless cyclist.. Every time if got ppl shout, it must be her...

Anyway there's also this very determine girl i would like to praise! which is fang yi... Despite having camp few days before the night cycling. She manage to reach the finishing line... But her face was really pale when reached, i nearly faint seeing her like this... scary... LOLS!

2009-06-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

Must watch this june on

2009-06-08T04:36:00.000-07:00

This is a creepy korea mv... but the song is kinda nice...

here 's the chinese lyrics

不知道到底为什么
忘了你已经离开我
还要靠那一分寂寞提醒我
电话响起了的时候
终于相信你打给我
那个孔筒里传来
已经说完了的愁
我一个人独自生活
来不及习惯寂寞
将是浪情歌安慰我坠落的心窝
这段忧郁旋律陪着我想起你
忘不了转不停
唱不完哼不尽
啦~
究竟应该要做什么
才能让自己不难过
不再让所有的回忆打扰我
以前什么都一起做
(我现在怎样过)
而现在到哪里也一个人做
也许随便找个新的情人
就会不寂寞
耳朵旁边那首歌继续了吗
这段忧郁旋律跟你一样无情
勾起我的回忆
挥不去想不清
一句句唱下去
唱的那样凋零
每一句也象你
说再见的笑脸
只有这段旋律知道我的心情
忘不了转不停
唱不完哼不尽
啦~
这份寂寞真的痛的啊
这段忧郁旋律和你一样无情

2009-06-08T02:54:00.000-07:00

some nice movie that i've watch!

I think i will rate this two movies 4 out of 5... Real nice... Check out these movies during this june holiday!

Also some nice mv i come across really sweet

2009-06-07T07:36:00.001-07:00

I just went sentosa with some adventurers and fang yi... Meet her about 8 and take train to habourfront to meet up the rest about 10!

So fed up today! I was threw into the sea by my friends!!! The worst part is my watch is damage by water!!! Just bought it for 1 day and and... MY SLIPPER WAS STOLEN!!!! CURSE THAT FELLOW WHO STEALS IT! How dare he/she steal my shoe!!! Later leg get amputated!!!!!

Bad day man! Went home wet cos i didn't bring extra cloth and walk bare footed till i get a new and ugly one! PISSED!!!!!! ARH so not a day for me!!

2009-06-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

you guys should take a look at this...
Student nowadays...
1、题目：一边……一边……

　　小朋友写：他一边脱衣服，一边穿裤子。

　　老师批语：他到底是要脱还是要穿啊？

2、题目：其中

　　小朋友写：我的其中一只左脚受伤了。

　　老师批语：你是蜈蚣吗？

3、题目：陆陆续续

　　小朋友写：下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回家了。

　　老师批语：你到底有几个爸爸呀？

4、题目：难过

　　小朋友写：我家门前有条水沟很难过。

　　老师批语：老师更难过。

5、题目：又……又……

　　小朋友写：我的妈妈又矮又高又胖又瘦。

　　老师批语；你的妈妈是变形金钢吗？

6、题目：你看

　　小朋友写：你看什么看！没看过啊

　　老师批语：没看过

7、题目：欣欣向荣

　　小朋友写：欣欣向荣荣告白。

　　老师批语：连续剧不要看太多了！

8、题目：好吃

　　小朋友写：好吃个屁。

　　老师批语：有些东西是不能吃的。

9、题目：天真

　　小朋友写：今天真热。

　　老师批语：你真天真。

10、题目：果然

　　小朋友写：昨天我吃水果，然后喝凉水。

　　老师批语：是词组，不能分开的。

11、题目：先……再……，例题：先吃饭，再冼澡。

　　小朋友写：先生，再见！

　　老师批语：想像力超过了地球人的智慧。

12、题目：况且

　　小朋友写：一列火车经过，况且况且况且况且况且况

　　老师批语：我死了算了。

2009-06-05T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hey ever been sick of this world you are living in? I am... Dealing with ppl who are full of motive, selfish, proud and etc..

So tired interacting with such ppl... It feel as though you are handling some business contract with customers... Tending to them...

So tiring.. I need a peaceful and cooling spot.. It would be nice if i can go to the beach in the night. To look at the sky, while enjoying some snacks and the breeze! Not to forget a pot of tea...

Recuperating....

2009-06-02T01:58:00.000-07:00

I just went to adventure camp last Friday. Back on Sunday night! It was fun cos i manage to drive a power boat and took ride on it at it's fullest speed. And of cos the jetty jump that actually brings back memory of obs. However it was much higher than the one in obs.

The bonding of the team wasn't as much as the one in primers. I guess i would be more active in primers than in adventure club. Also none of my teammates there i am with are close. They seem very unfriendly and some are too full of themselves. Probably of their previous experiences in some other clubs. Saddens me..

Furthermore the girls in adventure club all too "adventurous" already... Haix... Which really disappoint me..

So i would much prefer to be a primers than a adventurer!

Anyway time passes really fast. It would soon be my mid term exams. So wish me good luck in the upcoming exams and lesser such events so i can focus in my studies!

2009-05-22T18:55:00.000-07:00

Wow... I've a really busy week! Despite having school i attended ncc training this week for 3 consecutive days, wed, thurs and fri after school. Furthermore i have to rush to attend primers award night on thurs, in east coast park.

I'm actually suppose to end my training early on thurs. But i choose to end later due to the spec drills. So after that i rush all my way to paya lebar for the primers events. We bought our own food over to the bbq pit and help to start the fire. Had a really tough time starting the fire. However thanks to our experience seniors we manage to start the fire.

The event ended really soon. But the food left were too much. So a few of my friends and i decided to stay back and clear the food and do some cleaning too. So i got home about 1, i took a bath and slp at 1.30am.

Can't believe i still have lessons at 8am the next day. So i went school restlessly and bear through the lecture and tutorial lessons. After the lessons i have to attend ncc training again! Brought my juniors through the ceremony, drills and jog! Everything was in a mess so i shouted at them. I didn't meant to.. However i can no longer take the disorganization and stop the training. Met mr soong at triple 8 when buying dinner, had a little talk about the SPECs. Maybe he was right, they just took up the role, i might be too impatient. I must be expecting too much... They would slowly pick up.

So i returned disappointingly home. Took a bath and ate my dinner. After that i slump onto my comfy sofa and slowly adopt a lying position and fall into a deep sleep. I woke up about 10+ to brush my teeth and continue my sleep but this time in my bedroom.

Left the window in my room open for the cooling night bleeze, while resting..

2009-05-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

Had my cca FO camp! I really feel that this camp brings the team closer. But not as much as i expected it to be. Totally unlike my ncc group!
The facilities there were rather boring. I believe all ncc cadets would say that too.. Very slack camp... To put it simple, ncc had really trained us well.. However i still like the games! Never played b4!

I would really like to meet my dear fuchsiners in this thursday award night! So cya!

2009-04-30T19:52:00.000-07:00

I took this photo in the workshop! I'm really thirsty...

The new buddies i met in poly... Zhang kun, zhi xian, chen ghan and noah playing the new nitendo WII! I am a sharp shooter leh....

Er... i will work on this game.. try not to have own goal...

Ping.. ping.. pang.. pang... WOO!!!

I would like to tell this bunch of friends that i am very fortunate to have you all! Hope you all feel the same way for me too... Let's work to our goal while we have fun and joy!

2009-04-26T02:29:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYBODY I AM SICK AGAIN! I just recovered from fever and sore throat last thursday actually. But i gotten sore throat again and cough the day after. Most probaby of the intensive workout on thursday & friday plus did not drink enough water. That's how my condition worsen! lols!!

Anyway during this weekend i went to dian xiao er with my er jie and "tutor". Coincidentally we met mr yap, he ate dinner there too! hahas!

The bill is so exp 51 dollar plus for 3 person lor!!! But we enjoyed ourselve!

2009-04-19T18:42:00.000-07:00

Now i having my lesson break. I didn't wanna go down to have my break so i might as well stay and blog! I am very miserable, came to school with sore throat. I actaully wanted to see a doctor in the morning. But there isn't any 24hours clinic around my neighbourhood! So i have no choice and have to bear with the pain till after school! So my SP friends just forgive me once i didn't mean to be so quiet! hahas! Anyway don't know what's my lecturer teaching also. However the things we are studying is still in my grips... Still can handle not as hard as i thought it would be! ^^ :D

2009-04-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

Hey guys it has been a long time since i blog liao! It's because the CLT course i gone with my dearest syndicate 1! THE GOOD NEWS is i've safely graduated from the CLT course!
here's my beloved ncc picture!

I learn many meaningful skills and seen ppl with different kind of personality! Manage to bear through the whole course, it was a very difficult course! But with the support and encouragement given to push one another! We made it and earned that bar on both side of our shoulder!
I would like to say thank you everyone especially ning and pam who don my rank and take photos of me!!! hahas! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

2009-03-28T03:21:00.000-07:00

Ytd i went for SAR 21 shootin in yishun army camp! hahas! I think i did great! Should be marksman ba... If i did not remember wrongly i miss 4 shots out of 24! So YAY!!! Wanted to share with you guys the place however it's not possible to bring a camera!

Anyway i will be having a little break today and tml!
Events today was visit my er jie de hostel at NTU and the snow ice there with pam! It's kinda disappointing cos we did not manage to eat the snow ice make of milk! However the trip at ntu was kinda fun for pam i guess, it's only when she went to the shotgun firing range she become so bored! hahas! She said that she did not bring her camera thats why... Nvm i will bring her there again next time with her cam! LOLS!

2009-03-21T05:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, I've gotten to know so many friends in ncc!
During this 57th officer cadet course I'm posted SYNDICATE 1!!! The ppl in Syndicate one are slightly abnormal than the rest cos they are really crazy! However fun to hang out with, cos they are really ON!
As you can see, we as ncc cadet have to standardise everything that we even have to standardise our hair cut! This is to show ppl our standard in standardizing and team spirit! One cut all cut!
So ppl! No doubts that we have uphold the standard of ncc!
This is part of the hair cutting ceremony!

And this is after SYNDICATE 1's hair cut ceremony! I proudly presents

However, there are still some ppl who hadn't cut yet! So i am here to warn ppl who didn't cut to do so!!!

*Pls be informed that if you wanna go through the course safly in syndicate 1 it is a must to cut botak! lols! A very good examples would be circled in yellow, the best is in green and the very bad one is the one in red!

2009-03-09T07:59:00.001-07:00

Ghost story for SP

1) I have a gift. That is of seeing things that are not supposed to be. This is one of the millions that I have encountered ever since I am a little girl.

This happened when I was in Singapore Polytechnic. We are supposed to have a lecture in one of the rooms in T2 on the 2 floor. However, on that day, that room was locked. So my class representative was looking around for an empty classroom.

She found one on the third floor and it’s air conditioned. The entire class was so happy as the day was sweltering hot. The class rep. went to look for the lecturer to inform him of the change in class venue.

While waiting, my classmates and I were talking about the projects and stuff. Suddenly, the door to the classroom that we are supposed to have the lecture in, moved. It’s like someone from the inside is trying to open the door. Everybody saw the door handle moved plus there is the sound of someone trying to get out from that room.

Everyone was startled. We looked at each other with frightened faces. One of the tall guys tried to peep through the windows but saw no one in.

Then I saw something came out of the key hole. Yes…I am not joking. A black figure, something like a huge bat was trying to come out of the key hole. I was dumbstruck. I just stared at the key hole unable to move.

The ‘bat’ managed to get out and the sound of the door handle trying to open also stopped. I did not tell anyone as I am afraid that they might not believe me.

When the lecturer came back with my class rep, he opened the door and we went in. Everything felt normal inside the classroom. But the lecturer saw our ashen faces and asked us why. So we told him our encounter and tried to ask him questions. But he just said that he has to carry on with his lecture for the day.

Whether SP students had this experience before I don’t know. But this is one of the experiences that I had when I was a student there back in my second year that was the year 1997.

2)Ever heard of the SP ghost at blk 20 in one of the computer labs? Never? Then let me tell you

I was a student in the IT department of SP. At that time, there were rumours of a headless ghost wandering between two computer labs at blk 20. Although I did not see it, some of the labortary technicians did and word soon got out. Some people stayed back to see if it was true but it appears that the ghost would only appear between 7-8pm, especially on rainy days. So, SP students should avoid using the labs around that time is my advice.

Oh by the way, the labs are located on the third story.

2009-03-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

Zhou jia went downtown east for a carnival! We have some free entrance coupon for escape and wild wild wet plus some other offers... Got to thank pam's mum for getting it!! Xie xie ni!

So our first stop, the haunted house in the theme park. It wasn't what i expected. Actually thought that it's gonna be very lame. But it turn out to be rather fun, really dark and creepy! Send shiver down my spine lor... I suspect i have night blindness when entered. LOLS I couldn't really see in the place. No idea where i was walking!!

Lucky no ppl scare us, if not one of us would have died from heart failure! Anyway Pam kept grabbing my bag and Ning kept shouting when they were inside hahas!!! I think only wl and i remained quite calm ba... However sure got a little scared de la hahas! All of us jump for joy after getting out of the house especially ning and pam! Ning nearly cried. Pam finally release my bag, if not it's gonna sustain more damages... hahas!

Sadly we ended the visit at escape theme park real fast because of the crowd... The queue for rides was real long and warm. So we decided to have a cold drink at coffee bean instead! I Drank White chocolate Dreams with cream!!! woohoo! quite nice leh!

We rent each of ourselves a bike after watering ourselves lols!! Cycled around and stop to take a few photos!
The photo at the top showed our messy hair due to the strong wind! kekeke...

Wee loon and i playing with our hair! kinda nice!

We went to wild wild wet after returning the bike to wash our feet hahas! cool huh? Went in just to wash our feet! Also a walk lor.. We left the place after the walk, we meet up with pam's dad who drove us to si mei! Really grateful to pam's parents! XIE XIE AGAIN!

You may think that this is just a simple trip... Not meaningful at all?
That's when you are wrong... We left something behind... our names!!! :P We know that it's gonna be wash away by the tides. But who cares!! Each an every good moments we hang out with our friends will be en carve in our mind. Especially those names who were once written on the sandy beach of pasir ris park!

Ending off with best wishes to pam's grandmother!
Be well soon!

2009-03-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

Went to gym with zhi xiang today! Suppose to meet him at 8.30 and the rest at the gym de.. However i overslept end up meeting at 9 instead.
We then realise aizat and saifu didn't turn up when reach! Even they were not there the trip was still quite meaningful!
I learned alot of things about weight lifting from zhi xiang, quite impressive. Didn't know he know that much!
Did nth for the whole day after that. Play my lappy the rest of the day till night to fetch rui ying after work! Cos there's been a guy who kept harassing her.. bian tai de...

2009-03-05T01:08:00.000-08:00

GOOD NEWS i am selected for officer cadet course NCC! The HQ had send me a letter to inform me about the date and time! Well done! It's my first step towards my army career! hahas!
This is what i had been training for! CLT course woo hoo! The picture above showed my hand covered with blisters? yeah! i had been doing chin up! At least all these training was worthwhile and for a purpose! Hope i would enjoy myself in the camp!
Hahas!
Here are some slight details of my course;
1) Attend briefing on 11 march wednesday, 2pm
2) 16th -20 march 0830- 1130hours or 1330- 1630hours
a)1 set of no.3 Uniform
b) 2 sets of no. 4 Uniform
c)T/Loan of no.1 Uniform for graduation parade

2009-03-04T02:29:00.001-08:00

I'm here to share with you guys some phrase i found out not long ago!

Observe calmly; Secure our position; Cope with affair calmly; Hide our capacities and bide our time; Be good at keeping low profile; & Never claim leadership
– Deng Xiaoping’s “24 Character Strategy"

keep cool-headed to observe, be composed to make reactions, stand firmly, hide our capabilities and bide our time, never try to take the lead, and be able to accomplish something

2009-03-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

Waaaa... I didn't see the rainbow!! WHY!? WHY!? I wanna see it! So sad lor... everyone saw it except me.. disappointed... sigh.. Maybe i have been staying at home too much and should get my lazy ass out there!
I'm changing my slping hours, jogging and take walks at night.. -_- thanks to cheng en make me walk to the woodlands industrial park during midnight till 4am and made us nearly get chased by some big fat ugly dogs which kept barking at us!
But i really got to thank him for accompanying me to jog every time and force me to do all those chin ups if not i would have already grown horizontally...
hees ^^
till here!

2009-02-25T23:13:00.000-08:00

I guess my laptop is fixed! hahas! through the staff did nth, the hang problem is solved by itself! I hope it wouldn't happen ever again!

But i guess i still have to head back to sim lim square this Friday. Cos i have to get the time-list for the company we worked for, to indicate we worked!

Not only having troubles filling on the poly enrolment forms but NCC CLT admin stuff too! So many things to do lor!! Abit lazy... hahas.. Also actually wanted to go down to SSDC to sign up for my driving theory test today but mao quan woke up late. -.- Furthermore raining he don't wanna go. So we postpone to next week instead!

Time flies man! so fast my break gonna end and poly gonna start soon, then i gonna start chionging again! The fees is really expensive. But thanks to tuition grant hahas! So guys stop what you are doing now! STOP WORKING & SLACKING!!! Start filling in your poly enrolment forms and also changing your holiday mindset!!! Poly isn't as easy as we think, we must study hard and don't waste our parent's money!!! Not to forget guys get a good laptop so we can chiong dota and study at the same time! XD hahas!

2009-02-22T22:22:00.000-08:00

I gotten myself a NEC VERSA E6510 lappy!! Good specs at reasonable price. However i got to say it's heavy 2.4kg & they have very poor customer. They install the Operating system also don't know, install till so many problem for me! Troublesome! Still have to bring back! Kinda fed up. Besides that i really like it! hahas! i will really take good care of it! Cos i paid for most of it my parents contributed some... But thanks too! I'll take that as my belated birthday present ba!

2009-02-17T07:35:00.000-08:00

HEH HEH! We finally named it!!! It's name is Liu Bi Ti!! name after liu bei! lols! cool huh? yea! hahas!
The giraffe family is expanding!!! woo woo!!!

2009-02-16T23:41:00.000-08:00

hahas! BI kong have a new family member and he is the biggest among them all!!! my er jie gotten this new nici series giraffe from her bf! Still haven decide it's name yet... hrm... think my er jie coming up with a name for it ba... hahas!
BI kong is really happy with his family getting bigger ba... lols!

2009-02-07T09:14:00.000-08:00

Hahas... today i ate bbq food for supper!! My uncle organise at lower seletar, then another uncle of mine bought his fishing gear along. He wanted to catch some prawn with his net de.. but ended up catching some small fishes guess luck just isn't on our side ba! Sigh... If not there will be more prawns to bbq!

2009-02-07T00:54:00.000-08:00

Feeling better now ba... today actually have to go work de... Bcos heard from mao quan there's this gathering for the ex prefects so i quit my temporary job! Then suddenly tell me it's cancelled haiyo! ZZzz... Nvm ba... just take it as a break lor...
Actually wanted to go gym early in the morning too! But didn't go, cos i very tired after the jog last night... Abit lazy too some more go alone! zzz... So i stayed at home to watch this Korean movie called "The classic"! VERY NICE LOR! Kinda touching... You guys should watch, kinda confusing but you will understand de la!
Here's part 1 can watch it on YouTube... hahas

i feel that Korean movies such as "windstruck" & "My sassy girl" and "the classic" really make make ppl shred tears.. i am impress with their storyline!

EMO

2009-02-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

hidden feelings... I feel that i am damn dumb! I hate myself! O lvl, friend's birthday and some feelings that had been in me FOR DAMN LONG TIME! Same old phrase "i am afraid i gonna blow up one day like a volcano" ya right... blood pressure's rising!!
I think sometimes troubles and problems could be forgotten. But the sadness and rage remains! I take things too seriously or am i just petty? I guess it's the same...
I feel that i am arrogant(Truth is dumb), petty, sensitive, selfish and bad tempered. I try to change ba... I am not asking for attention. But admiting my mistake!
Skills can be learned easily. For character it's not... So hope you guys can be patient!